Dance hard, study hard, dance harder.
Strive to be. I will be.
Xiang xing! =D

What could he be possibly thinking?
He calls 120k cheap -.-

Everytime, I'm so afraid of facing this 3 out of 7, but there's no avoiding it. It hits me harder and harder. I'm really scared. Wished I fell sick, so that I would have a valid reason to cut off from the world and hide myself in my overly peaceful and silent room..

Small talks with sis is always good. Hey sis, thanks. What you said, really kept me going. But I still hopes for his acknowledgement. I'm gonna change that China man mindset of his, thats for sure, someday.

I don't know why.. but..

Hmm, maybe..

Really nothing.. except for..

I.. ahhh nevermind.

I got a feeling after danzation,

if I run 2.4km surely at 10 mins range, or maybe below. hahas!

Should I get Sennheiser, Creative, or a special earpiece that supports iphone and has a small built-in mic, but still can use for normal mp3? Prices are, $45, $25, $10 respectively. The Sennheiser phone is not original, but its almost the same quality as the real one. Creative and the iphone brand is original one. Creative is like the one Ivan is using, not bad eh, very lightweight, can use for self prac without restricting my movements. The Sennheiser one has a very tiny built-in volume control, and also very lightweight, not bulky at all, can use for dance also. the iphone brand one also very lightweight eh, but the special thing is that it got a mic. Quality check, ranking from the best first, Sennheiser, Creative, iphone brand. hahas.

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Ok after reading what I have typed myself, maybe I'll just take the Sennheiser one. LOL. Its original retail price is at $189. SO EX! Although this non-original one only cost $45, but I've never bought a earpiece more than $30 before. hahas. This time I try try see how. hahas.

Understanding and communication.

Xiang xing jiu ke yi, bu xiang xing jiu bu ke yi.

swee kiat theory. =)

Although its a 2nd hand laptop, but i kinda like it alot. Dell 17" screen, white and silver colour, GREAT sound system built in(the volume level is enough to fill my whole house with music, not joking), and it is said that this laptop is meant for gaming, which means this laptop's specifications are quite good. Kok sheng said that this laptop is super heavy to carry, but I find it quite alright though, not as heavy as you guys think. Or maybe its just me. hahas.

Another good news, I am able to get back my data from that old acer laptop! and the person helped me make the internal hard disk of the old acer laptop into a portable hard disk. which means I got all my precious data back, plus! a 120 gb hard disk? hahas. Now all that's left is to bring it to school to install the necessary softwares from the helpdesk.

I'm quite happy now.

Satisfied in a way.

Thanks Mum! Love you Dad.

你說不愛了 于是我就承擔

不問我心里想的是相反

陽光很燦爛 我卻笑不出來

他讓我看清楚你已離開

我忍著悲傷和無奈

就躲在房間不出來

無法阻擋時間在快轉

只能把愛藏在回憶深海

不想面對的是學著習慣成自然

我會把愛隱藏到誰都看不出來

大海在繼續卻與你無關

你說不愛了 于是我就承擔

不問我心里想的是相反

陽光很燦爛 我卻笑不出來

他讓我看清楚你已離開

那動人完美的獨白

沒說完你就先離開

就算遺憾我也不推翻

只能把愛藏在回憶深海

不想面對的是學著習慣成自然

我會把愛隱藏到誰都看不出來

大海在繼續卻與你無關

這不是鴕鳥的心態

只是我還無法釋懷

我還愛你再不會說出來

只能把愛藏在回憶深海

不想面對的是學著習慣成自然

我會把愛隱藏到誰都看不出來

大海在繼續卻與你無關

只能讓愛離開回憶深海

不想面對的是只能學著習慣成自然

對你的愛寂寞讓我卻還在依賴

你要的幸福卻與我無關

Fake a smile. Things will be easier for everyone this way.

Why am I so stubborn..

I really can't help it..

Feeling so helpless..

Heavy.. Very heavy..

Starting to hate myself..

As darkness pours, wintriness fills

This long path of mean hardy road

Been walking since I can't even remember

Yet, I can't even see the horizon

In the end, everything comes back to the same thing

Emo boy, that, I will be. Alone, feels somewhat more easy.

Afterall, I still.. can't..

Sorry, let me be, alone.

That "Next time" never came..

Risks, afraid that I can't bear it.

But afterall, regret strikes me harder.

Revealing painful truths.. Should I? Or should I not.